Jun 28, 2011

Late realization !!!

If i studied well !!!!! no... no... no need for a second thought. After the (un) successful (in)completion of my B-teh, i think it twice a day. Well.. all these happen in a way which is already defined. Is the god or me is the ruler of myself. Some will say, U...u are the only one to cause all these things. Ok .. i agreed. Now u should think is Mr. Jyothish is a mad??? Ha ha haa. My dear friend i'm trying here, how to write the blog in a "Budhi Jeevi" style. Recently i read some popular blogs. All are deals with serious matters. i just try to imitate them. And this is an an attempt to regularize my blogging... See u soon with a new topic.

May 6, 2011

Haaaaaaaai All

After 3 years i'm back to my page. Back to my home. My imprisonment period is over.But actually it was not like that. Now i really miss college days,my happy days.

May 8, 2008

Think.....

My mom only had one eye.......
I hated her... she was such an embarrassment...She cooked for students & teachers...to support the family. There was this one day during elementary school and my mom came. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I threw her a hateful look and ran out.The next day at school... Your mom only has one eye?!?!"...eeeee said a friend. I wished my mom would just disappear from this world. So I said to my mom, "Mom... Why don't you have the other eye?! If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?!!!" My mom did not respond... I guess I felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that I had said what I'd wanted to say all this time... Maybe it was because my mom hadn't punished me, but I didn't think that I had hurt her feelings very badly. That night... I woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. My mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me. I took a look at her, and then turned away. Because of the thing I had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart. Even so, I hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye. So I told myself that I would grow up and become successful.Then I studied real hard. I left my mother and went to Singapore to study. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. Then I had kids, too... Now I'm living happily as a successful man. I like it here because it's a place that doesn't remind me of my mom.This happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when... What?! Who's this? It was my mother...Still with her one eye. I felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me. Even my children ran away, scared of my mom's eye. And I asked her, "Who are you?!" "I don't know you!" (As if I was trying to make that real ). I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!" GET OUT OF HERE, NOW!"And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight.Thank good ness... She doesn't recognize me. I was quite relieved. I told myself that I wasn't going to care, or think about this for the rest of my life. Then a wave of relief came upon me... One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house in Singapore.So, lying to my wife that I was going on a business trip, I went. After the reunion, I went down to the old shack, which I used to call a house... Just out of curiosity. There, I found my mother fallen on the cold ground. But I did not shed a single tear. She had a piece of paper in her hand.... It was a letter to me."My son... I think my life has been long enough now...and...I won't visit Singapore anymore... But would it be too much to ask if I wanted you to come visit me once in a while? I miss you so much. And I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I decided not to go to the school. For you...and I'm sorry that I only have one eye, and I was an embarrassment for you. You see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mom, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye... So I gave you mine... I was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. I was never upset at you for anything you did... The couple times that you were angry with me... I thought to myself, 'It's because he loves me...' Pause a moment and consider your life! Be thankful of what you have today compared to many millions who do not live lives as you do! .
...........................Friends it's a true story..i got it as a forwarded mail....................

Sep 17, 2007

I've Got Imprisoned

At last after a 4-5 months of freedom i am imprisoned. Ha ha haa... i know you couldn't get me,macha i sadly to saying you my classes started.I joined for B-Tech in CEK Kollam.....So it will be long time effort to complete this course.I'm ready to face this .......